I don't know why, but somehow in my head I've made finding a job the key to everything good in my life. In my mind, it seems logical that if I find a great job, then I will meet someone new, or someone I've already met will start to like me and ask me out on dates. I don't know where I made that connection, but it's there. I feel an immense amount of pressure to find a solid job and start making something of myself.
I don't need a great job. I don't need a boyfriend or an apartment or a new car. I just need more of Jesus. He is the key to everything good. Even if what is good doesn't seem like it would be good.
