You met me.

I can't explain what happened, but I'm better now. God is knocking down idols and reclaiming the high places, and it's painful but it's good and he's good and I trust him.

July 1.

Heavy mind today, clouded with little sleep over the week and the news that my younger sister is in the hospital at her psychiatrist's recommendation. She has been contemplating suicide and told her counselor that she would probably go through with it before their next meeting. I don't know how long she will be hospitalized, but she's under doctor care now and will have a caseworker to help her work out why she wants to commit suicide. I haven't spoken with her but I told my mom to have her call me Saturday night. That's where my mind is today.

"For the mountains may depart and the hills be removed, but my steadfast love shall never depart from you, and my covenant of peace shall not be removed," says the Lord, who has compassion on you. -- Isaiah 54:10